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i notice when i have problems,i pretty much blog about it,how pathetic is that?never knew i could have so many problems in one day.ugh. i just wish you would just tell me straight up.i treated you as if you were my brother, i never knew you would lie to me,i trusted you..honestly i dont know who to trust anymore.
i remember you telling me "your like a little sister to me,i'll have your back no matter what" lie? i'm so confused on if i should believe you or not.

yeah maybe I'm Selfish

I want you to myself i cant help it.

goodtimes

this christmas isnt going to be the same as last year,last year was the best. we had all the family together,playing games, cracking jokes,and talking about the most randomest things,so much fun.i remember all 8 of us slept in one small room,and we would stay up till 2 in the morn talking and laughing,untill our parents would come in and yell at us to go to sleep,but we didnt care we would talk and talk until we ran out of things to talk about,and our parents would come in again and we would just pretend to sleep haha and i also remember those nasty eggnog cookies we made and almost burned down the house making them , also it was so funny watching the adults getting so drunk that they couldnt stand up straight,and i remember johnny passed out infront of the house haha..good times but its not going to be like that this year,since everybodys too busy with other things. but maybe next year,because this christmas i'm going to spend it with the main people i love and care about<3

HAHA

Dont stop,make it pop

DJ,blow my speakers up tonight

pictures from trudys birthday party














haha merry christmas!

baby i dont know what it is

but you drive me crazy :)
it's so freaking coold in my house!and i like it :) actutally i love it, it feels so nice,I hate the humid,hot florida weather haha. its 8 in the morn and i dont have anything else to do in the house so i'm blogging ha cause i'm cool like that. todays my sisters birthday party and shes inviting all her little friends haha.AND oh yeah my sister is a spongebob fan and everything is going to be about sponge bob like.. spongebob cake,ballons,birthday invitations, haha spongebob obssesion..i know! yesterday we went the mall and i bought her black vans,and a yellow shirt with a smily face with braces ha cause my sister has braces..haha duh.i spent all my money on that little boooger haha but its worth it cause i love my sister...HAHA NOT jk..I DO I DO :) and i saw my boyfriend at the mall and dayum he looks so yummy,i just adore the way he dresses!(thats why he won best dressed at his school:)) my baby should give me some fashion tips haha,I'm a fashion disaster! i love you baby!

well i'm going to go shower
aiiight latas! ;)

WINTER BREAK BABY!yes!

i seriously have no plans for this winter break but whatever goes ,goes :) I'm hoping to hang out with my boyfriend errrrday! yeah you heard me baby EVERYDAY! don't worry i'll pay for gas haha. i just wish you live near me ahh i feel bad for my baby, driving me back and fourth,back and fourth to his house and mine , and it takes him about 15 mins to get to my house:(. i wonder what it feels like if that was in reverse,haha ahhh exhausting,i feel you baby i feel you! :)
i have a feeling that this Christmas is going to be a good one,why? because I'll get to spend it with my baby ,of course! :)and oh boy,i've been stressing over what to get him, haha but i already figured it out ;)


ps.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRUDY AND TAO!
so cool how you guys have the same birthday haha.

I'm going to cleeean.
byes!